I feel so useless.... -.-
I'm SO SCREWED!!.. ><
HELPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!

I freaking HATE & DISPISE ppl whu dun dare 2 attitude wif me in the face!!.. I HATE HATE HATE IT!!.. In front of me u always act so scare... so pitiful... but whenever i tok 2 u in msn, u will always attitude wif me. I'm sorry but i FREAKING not tat type of ppl whu can endure ur nonsense. In the first place, my patience level is not high. U are now already at my 85% - 90%. Juz 10 more % & i SWEAR i'm BURST & i'm so gonna scold u straight IN THE FACE!!.. I CNT stand it anymore!!.. U TINK I WANNA BOTHER!!?? I freaking dun even wanna give a SHIT about U!!.. F**K!!.. U tink so easy being leader??!! U come be lah!!!... U always wan the least & easiest work 2 do.. F**K!!.. Why muz it always be us whu help u 2 edit & compile!!??.. WAT'S THE F**KING PROBLEM WIF U!!!???... F**K F**K F**K!! I really cnt communicate wif u le... I DUN EVEN FEEL LIKE TOKING 2 U ANYMORE!! Seeing u juz makes me sick!! Already told u on MON tat this whole week gonna stay back do project.. U OK!!.. OKOKOK!!.. Its all u noe how 2 say!!.. & then wat shit u give me??!!... I need go out wif FREN!!.. WTF!!.. Project presentation is NEXT WEEK!!. U HAVEN FINISH U DARE GO OUT!!.. WTH!!.. Still ask me DUN BOTHER somemore.. U WIN LE!!.. If fri u gonna show me nth i'm not gonna bother already.. U GG UR PROBLEM!!.. I CAN'T BE BOTHERD!! I'm so granting ur wish. DUN BOTHER!!.. Ok... ur wish is my command!!..
F**K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY DO SUCH PPL EXISTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Drowning out their voices, With the music in my ears,

I've tried to explain myself, But no one ever hears.

I lose myself in the lyrics, That seem to tell my life,

That tell of heart-wrenched suffering, And of eternal strife.

My heart beats to the rhythm, As the music fills my mind,

The people talking to me, Are as always left behind.

The music is my escape, From this cruel world in which I live,

For music knows no cruelty, And is easy to forgive.

As the foundations of my life, Start crashing all around,

I'll listen to my music, To help block out the sound.

Everything is gonna be over soon.. Soon, i'm gonna say さよなら 2 sem 1 of yr 2!!.. Frankly speaking.. i CAN'T wait 4 tis sem 2 be over lorz!!.. ><
BUT no choice!!.. I chose poly so TA-DA!!.. Project is a FACT, can't run away, can't hide from it. But toking about time, tis sem really pass freaking fast!!.. Or shall i say, poly life pass darm fast! Tis 3 yrs is really gonna juz fly pass... Wonder why. Last time during sec sch, time always pass super slowly till it was finally O'levels. Hmmmm... 0_0
Then wat will happen after poly??.. U??.. Most prob yea. Coz i wanna continue 2 study.. dun wanna go out 2 work so fast. & then wat??.. Soon i'm going 2 turn 20.. Less than half a yr time. 20!!.. Half of me is happy & excited & the other half is kinda sad. Happy = Grown up, FREEDOM!!.. Sad = Age start wif a 2!!!.. No more 1!!. >< & it's gonna juz keep increasing as each yr pass. GOSH!!.. can't believe i'm gonna turn 20 soon. I freaking dun feel like it... inside of me, Yes, i'm kinda mature in some way.. BUT i'm oso darm childish at times... ^^ Wonder wat i'll be like next time when i really step in2 the working society as a adult. Will i still be a crazy fan of S.H.E??.. Wat will i do wif all my idol stuffs then??... I dunno, u dunno, nobody noes.
There are many things i wanna fulfill in life. I wanna earn lots of money!!.. I wanna learn many many diff kind of musical instruments... I wanna travel around the world wif my husband.. & i wanna learn horse riding!!.. I wan my own horse!!... I wanna become a DJ, if possible.. I wan I wan I wan!!... I wanna buy a BIG hse 4 my parents as well..
Lets juz pray & hope & of coz work hard.. So tat all my wishes will COME TRUE!!..

I'm finally here 2 update!!.. LOL.. after like 1 week... then somemore got ppl tag me ask me update HAHA. Nth special happen at all tis week.... Same as usual. Schooling... Projecting... All the way. 1 reason i nvr blog is coz there's nth 2 blog oso..
Sianz.... left wif 1 week & it'll be the technical walkthru le. So fast lah!!.. =X & i've still got MANY MANY things not done. 4 my own part, i've still got my mapping... display list... promotion items.. delete button.. some other static pages.. & as a grp... DUN NEED 2 SAY!!.. MANY MANY MANY UNDONE!!.. =X wat i'm most worried 4, is my warehse!!.. LOL.. PEI QIN!!.. HAHAHAHA!! I really really REALLY need her photo upload 2 be done like... ASAP!!.. LOL. Coz without the photo upload, its really gonna be... hardcoding of all the pics & oso of coz she'll not have many things 2 present & tat = NOT GOOD!!. So... JIA YOU PEI QIN!!.. I TRUST u can do it & i HOPE tat u can finish it ASAP..
GOD.... plz plz plz plz make the photo upload work!!.. ><
&... FASTER EVERYTHING FINISH!!.. I NEED 2 RELAX!!!...

Went 2 watch Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince ytd wif Ah ma, Joanna, Fiona, Vivian, Wenkai, Daryl, Edward & YL. We watched the 7.50pm show at Illuma. First met Vivian & Pei Qin 4 dinner over Bugis... Had 版面 4 dinner coz i seriously didn't noe wat 2 eat & i wasn't very hungry... After eating, met up wif the rest & we headed over 2 illuma 2 catch the movie.
Frankly speaking.. the movie was kinda BORING!!!.. There were no fights & the quidditch match was not as exciting as b4... -.-''' The movie lasted for about 2hr30mins. The whole of this part 1 was juz about finding out more about Tom Riddle = Lord Voldermort... trying 2 find memories so tat they can find a way 2 defeat him. & of coz there's abit a romance... Between Harry Potter & Ginny Weasley & romance between Ron & Hermonie Granger.
The exciting part is all in part 2.. Where all the fights will begin between the good & evil!!.. So.... PART 2 FASTER COME OUT!!!...

Not feeling well 2day... Down with a fever, sore throat and BAD cough -.-'' Lucky no body aches... But tis 3 symptoms are enough 2 scare the hell out of me le!!!.. I was so worried about going 2 see the doctor lah, coz i scare i kana H1N1!!.. But PHEW!!.. Its not!!.. ^^ Falling sick is so SIANZ!.. -.- All i can tink about is sleeping... & FREAKING got no 精神..
Had 2 test 2day... First was BPMS... was already not feeling well le. The test was all rite.. should be no problem getting good marks 4 tis test. ^^ But next was JAVA!!.. GOSH!.. i was seriously feeling darm sick... i should've asked the teacher 2 let me go home & take another day lorz coz i really wasn't in my best shape. My head was feeling heavy... eyes were darm hot!!.. No water!!.. As a result i am SOOOOO FLUNKING the java prac coz none of my things could work & i really couldn't concerntrate at all.. All i wanted was just to go home & sleep. But... i just e-mail the teacher asking if i could retake... I got a MC 2 prove tat i wasn't feeling well!!.. I REALLY WASN'T!!.. If cnt retake... i REALLY MUST study DARM HARD for the next quiz le... if not i really am going 2 fail java!!... -.-''
NOOOOOOO!!!....
~Pray teacher go heart!!.. Pray teacher can understand!!..~
Fever Fever.. Cough Cough.. Sore throat Sore throat GO AWAY!! ><

Got back interim results ytd & i'm not very happy with it... I got 2 Ds lorz!!.. WTH!!.. HATE D!!!.. i muz work harder!!.. DUN CARE!!.. NO D!!! ><

I'm finally back 2 update!!.. Now.. lets see wats i've been up 2 lately shall we?? LOL. Last thurs 2/7.. Me, Amanda, Lemin, Vivian, Joanna, Pei Qin, Jie Ting, Yew Li, Ames, Daryl and Edward went for steamboat over at bugis.. before tat was projecting over at the national library. We did our projects in the quiet place & seriously.. it was FREAKING QUIET!!.. =x We could only chat thru msn or whisper super softly. But frankly speaking... i kinda enjoyed the quietness... it was very QUIET & it 2 me, it felt nice... finally i dun hear as much noise as usual ^^ Did our project from 11++ till 5++... then off we went 4 steamboat. I attack my fave hot dog & golden mushroom of coz!!... But i was the 1st 2 down coz i really darm full liaoz.. But i find tat Vivian's gang darm ZAI coz they kept eating prawn!!.. FREAKING HELL ALOT of prawns... -.- hahaha. After steamboat was home sweet home~~~...

Sat 2/7 was projecting AGAIN!!.. wif yl over Sembawang's library as i needed help from him 4 my shopping cart. Met him at 2++ & did till around 6++, although my thingy at tat time still cnt work.. He dunno y & i dunno y oso, i really appreciate his help ^^ Thx YL 4 helping me when u were still not feeling well LOL... Had dinner over at Kopitiam & off i went home...

Sun 5/7 went 2 Vivo 2 watch Ice Age 3: Dawn Of The Dinosaurs 3D wif Li Juan. The movie was VERY NICE!!.. The 3 baby dinosaurs were SOOOOOO CUTE!!.. ^^ I wan them 2... keke... It was our 1st time watching 3D movie so was very exicited!! & watching 3D is in fact nicer, although i my eyes were kinda pain after a while due 2 the 3D glasses... BUT!! i still enjoyed the movie... Recommend 2 u guys, GO WATCH!!.. There's going 2 be a few other 3D movies coming out soon & i'm SOOOO gonna watch it especially G-Force!!.. Guinea Pig leh!!!.. got 1 of them looks like mine lorz!!.. SO KAWAII!!.. ^^

Anyway... tink my interim results is not going 2 be very good... -.- I MUZ & I WILL work harder!!.. I hav 2!!.. JIA YOU!!..