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oK... i aM roTtINg @ homE noW... reaLLy.. wanTed 2 studY buT reALLy nO moOD.. NVM!!.. 4gET it, i onLY lefT wiF 2daY & 2moRo 2 relaX & pLAy SOoOo i shaLL noT touCh my boOks..!!.
timE reaLLy fileS... SooOO fAST 2 weekS BB LiaOZ, siaNZ.. moNdaY goTta gO scH liaOZ thEn muZ chioNG projEcts liaOZ.. SIANZ... anyWaY.. i waS lyinG on mY bED juZ noW, liSteninG 2 muSiC, waNteD 2 naP..buT mY braIN was noT reStinG.. it waS workINg.. buT in a unuSuaL waY.. it waS brinGinG mE baCk 2 thinGS taT happEnEd b4.. bUT.. thE maIn thinG waS mY Xzz... i waS wonDerinG.. iF my mUm founD ouT i haD 2 actUal BF ( thE othEr 2 nEvER counT.. coZ nevER lasTed 4 lonG ~ puPpy lovE ~ ) b4 wat would she dO??.. woulD shE juZ 4geT it.. or WoulD shE bloW uP!!.. likE a volcaNO.. i dUnnO?.. & i dUn wiSh 2 noE.. maybE noT noW.. buT mayBe wheN i aM oldER.. i tiNk i wiLL teLL 1 daY ba.. 1DAY... haha.. theN i recaLLed thE feeLIng of bEinG jiO.. iT's greaT... i reaLLy reaLLY enjOy beinG jiO.. haHAha.. i dUnno how 2 descriBe it buT it giVes u a senSe of FeeLinf taT u arE beinG lovE bY soMEonE elsE.. SomeonE whO hOpefuLLy mighT turN ouT 2 bE the gUY whU u will spenD the reSt of uR LifE wif.. bUT 2 baD 4 mE Lah.. duN haV.. T.T.. longESt only 1 yr haLF.. aCtuaLLy i realLy envY ISaBellE aloT.. coZ shE & GH 2gether 4 likE 4 yrS liaOZ.. thEn thEy stiLL 2gethEr.. soOooOoo jeaLouS haha.. i waN oSo dun haV aH.. >.< !! nVm.. @ leaSt i aM not thE only onE whU is singLE out of thE 3 of us wAhahaHA.. mayBE my timE haS noT coME.. siaNZ.. i tiNK tiS 3 yrS of my lovE liFE in PoLY wiLL be vErY plaIn ba.. duN tiNK wiLL haV stEad.. UnleSs joiN CCA, coZ caN meeT more ppL ma.. iF noT i tiNK won"t haV ba.. SOooO saD!!.. HAhaha.. bUt.. sEriouSlY speaKing, somEtimEs i reaLLy yeaRn 4 a stEAd.. buT tiS kinD of thING.. Let NatuRe taKE its couRSe bA!!..

P.S: I aM NOT DESPO!!.. iTs juZ taT i miSs thE feElinG oF haVInG somEonE wraP hiS arMs arounD mE.. iT reaLLy givES me a senSe oF securiTY.. a senSe oF beinG lovEd bY othEr thaN freNS & famIlY... thE feelinG oF somEonE teLLinG u hiS promiSeS 2 U... buT juZ makE suRe thEse promiSeS duN geT brokEn coZ its noT onlY the PromiSeS tat arE brokeN.. ur heaRT breaKS wif It as WeLL...