I felt like crying...
CRYING OUT LOUD!!..
Acc my mum 2 do her follow-up check up 2day about her chest pain problem.. She did some test while i waited outside 4 her.. ~ i finished my Breaking Dawn liaoz while waiting 4 her. ~ She came out & soon after her report came out 2 thus headed back 2 our family doctor as she will explain 2 us.
& DAMMIT!!.. There's really a problem wif my mum -.-
There's some blockage at her blood vessels 2wards the heart tat's y she feels discomfort when she walks 2 fast.. & the doctor says.... she might hav a HEART ATTACK anytime.. T.T & obviously tat isn't a good thing. After hearing tat i wanted 2 cry... my mum faced changed oso.. FEAR overcame us both.. The doctor suggested tat we go see a specalist ASAP.. because it is quite dangerous.. THE HEART LEH!!... T.T The heart is like the MOST important organ of ur body de lah... T.T.. Till now we still dunno how dangerous it is, the doctor says tat if its 60% & below is all rite, can juz take medicine.. BUT!! If its 70% & above then hav 2 go 4 operation. Tis was the one i didn't want 2 hear.. I CAN'T IMAGINE MY MUM GOING 4 OPERATION!!!.. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!.............
All i can do now is 2 be optimistic & pray tat my mum doesn't need 2 go 4 operation...
PLZ GOD...!!!... PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!..... I BEG OF U!!!!!!!!!!!!!....
Already arranged 2 see the specialist doctor tis coming sat le... Hope everything will be fine!!.. =x
" How do i not worry.... although i hav 2 believe tat she'll been fine.. SHE'S MY MUM 4 goodness sake!!... Its HEART we are toking about.... Deep inside of me, i am worried SICK!!... I am scare... I am like filled wif 90% of fear... But i've got 2 tell myself tat she'll be fine... She'll be all rite... "