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OmG.. am i very meaN??.. somEtimES i feeL soOo bad ignoRinG her.. SometimES i feEl soOo BAd tokIng baD bouT hEr.. OH MAN!!.. buT u reaLLy caNnoT blaME me loRZ!!.. noT i waN de LeH.. soME ppL juZ duN undERstaNd iT!!.. WaiT tiLL u kaNA heR thEn u wiLL aLL underStanD le.. ShE reaLLy wiLL geT on uR nerVE de lorZ!!.. i mEan iT!!.. hER attituDE 2waRds woRk sUX!.. & she kEeps askINg stuPId.. i teLL u S-T-U-P-I-D queStionS!!.. somEtimES thE answeR is LikE D-U-H!!.. thEn she oSo verY rouGH de loRz.. HaiZZzz.. i duNNo leH, i nT lidDAt lasT timE de lEH.. S-H-I-T.. aM i verY baD??... i ReaLLy DunNO loRZ!!.. iTS uncoNtroLabLe dE!!.. hEr " I waN2 gO homE & eaT " ReaLLy caN kiLL me loRZ!!.. AHHHH!!.. tuZi aH!!..